A friend from another cancer really encouraged me to keep my blog going. She had been keeping a blog during her days as a cancer patient, and when her treatment was finished she decided to go dark.
Big mistake.
A few days later she was back to writing.
She warned me that I was going to need this outlet, that Survivorship might be harder than I realized.
I thought I could tie cancer up in a little box, put it on the shelf, and forget about it.
Eventually, knowing me, I figured I would take that box to Goodwill.
Reality is much different. I probably think about cancer more now than I did before.
Some days I am scared shitless.
Some days I know I have this licked.
Some days I feel completely changed.
Some days I feel like my old self.
Everyday I am thankful that I write.
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Some days I am scared shitless.
ReplyDeleteSome days I know I have this licked.
Some days I feel completely changed.
Some days I feel like my old self.
I hear ya. Odd times post treatment.